Greetings, sportsfans, family members, friends, stalkers peering at this blog post through binoculars, and the rest of you. As Molly has reminded me approx. 80,000 times (A simple guesstimation) - wait, make that 80,001, my phone just buzzed- today is
my day to write the blog post.
My day.
And I'm going to write about ponies.
Lately, (Well, for the past year or so) I've been in a bit of an art funk. I've doodled, yes, and I've come up with a few good drawings, but I've been lazy about even putting pencil to paper and certainly not motivated enough to do what I actually aspire to: Become really good at digital art using my laptop and my tablet and learn better techniques for getting the effects I want.
But lately, I've had a immense change in attitude. I've got plenty of inspiration for digital work, and I've been reading tutorials and using textures and playing with lighting and all of that jazz.
The only problem? All my art if of
MY LITTLE PONIES.
A few words of explanation: When I was younger, say, up until maybe 12 years, I was obsessed with collecting My Little Pony toys and forcing my female siblings to have hours and hours of games with them. I never liked barbies very much (Aside from using them to make many ketchup-heavy horror films all focusing on either beauty pageant contestants gone psychotic OR prom gone wrong!) and I was rather dismayed about the lack of male ponies-
where the hell did all the babies come from- but there was something extremely appealing about the quasi-equine creatures of rainbow and glitter. We cut off their hair and made the ones with the most androgynous names into guys (Sorry, Shelly).
There were also some movies, which Jenny adored and most of us older kids secretly made fun of for their terrible stories, characters, and animation. Oh, and because there were no guys. (Still wth.)
Eventually, I outgrew My Little Ponies and completely forgot they existed. I collected dragons instead, because they are more badass.
AND THEN.
You may or may not be aware of this, but there is actually a massive fanbase of older people (Mostly men? o-o) who love the new MLP show, Friendship is Magic. I heard the hype and one day, while Jenny was watching it, I sat down and watched an episode.
Ok, ok, show is genuinly cute. The animation is Powerpuff-Girls-esque and very cute, the characters are distinct and funny, and the stories are much more solid. There are even guys! But I did not become an instant Brony. I do not fantasize about hanging out with Rainbow Dash and Pinkie Pie. Maybe Twilight Sparkle, but not Rainbow Dash or Pinkie Pie. (I kid.)
But for whatever reason, I was really into the idea of making my own pony. I guess because it's such a systematical thing? You pick the tramp stamp (cutie mark) and the m@g!c l33t sk!llz (talents) and a few colors and BAM, you, too, can be having as much fun as the other pony-crazed weirdos appear to be having. Bro-hoofs abound.
So I did, and I named her Sweet Dreams and I made her an Alicorn which is both a unicorn and a pegasus because they are better and I drew her. Once. And, naturally, I uploaded said picture to deviantart.
50 FAVORITES
50 OF THEM
Favorites are the blood of deviantart, and I have an average of 5-10 favorites per picture.
FIFTY SEPARATE PEOPLE LIKED MY PICTURE.
I mean, I pretend not to want favorites, but let us be honest here: Who doesn't want their art viewed and appreciated and have proof of said viewing and appreciation? It warms ones internet heart to have people looking at your work and enjoying it enough to hit the +fav button.
Perhaps I should have run then.
But instead, I made another.
And I did it again.
And I find myself asking if anyone has a character who wants to be friends with my character so that I might draw them together, MOAR PONIES!? What is wrong with me?
So here's my question: I've been drawing more. In general, not just with regard to ponies. If you click any of the links you'll see that my gallery has filled up an awful lot on the past few weeks, and I've really been enjoying what I'm doing.
But is this a good thing? My Little Ponies, with their squishy little bodies, cute pug-nosed faces, huge eyes and sparkly accessories, are a subject well within my comfort zone. Part of me thinks that if the only reason I'm enjoying drawing again is because I'm drawing ponies, I should just keep drawing them- But another part of me, the part that thinks that people who draw Sonic fan art day-in-day-out instead of actually coming up with their own work are lame... that one says I should quit the whole idea asap and draw something that came out of my brain, and my brain only.
The other night, that part of my brain tried to take over. The result is a perfect visual example of what happens when fan art and a deep need for originality come together.
...It isn't pretty.